Me gustaría poder tener un día memorable en la celebración de la llegada del año 2010 ..con mi amor



Dios, estoy aquí para orar ..
y espero que usted puede escuchar mis oraciones ..
mi corazón .. .. fe
Con toda la fuerza
y todo el sentimiento ..
en mi alma ... me bendiga ..
Por favor, dame una pista para la respuesta ..
para el i solución tiene que hacer ..
y el valor de tomar ..
Espero bendiga ..
a no ser herido de nuevo ..



mi cumpleaños es pronto ..
Espero .. que será lo mejor para el resto de mi vida ..

Amen ...

confused

I am so confused...

pretty confused..

Feliz Navidad people~!!!!!!!

Le deseo todo lo mejor!

early in da morning pokkai..T-T

spec pun pecah.. aduiii....

ush!

Problem finally solved!

USH!

I want to sing~!

Sing




Sing!




SING SING SING!!!!!







SING A SONG!~

HATE

known or unknown

why I wouldn't want to know something that I should know?..
Is that necessary for me to know something that i shouldn't know?..
or is that necessary for me to chose to be known or unknown?..
or just choose to forget about it?
or just let it be?

Sometimes being smart is not really a good thing for me..
Sometimes being a dumb is also not a right thing for me..
Sometimes something that you shouldn't know..
But your heart keep telling that there's something that you have to figure it out..
But you know you can't..
It might lost something or you might regret..
Wouldn't this situation hard to solve?..
It is really bothering..even though..

Something that stuck in your mind..
Would it be easily get rid of?..
Some people watch things happen,
Some people wonder what happened,
Do you think some people would make it happen?..

yes..

T-T

I miss you very much.. T-T

what is life?..

Patience..

is what I have..
no matter what happen..
just be steady..
n be patience..
n take it easy..

the wish of mine..

I wish.. I could have a big brother to protect me from anything..
a real big brother..



but



I know this would not happen.


I wish.. I could have a dream house to keep all my dreams..
only the happy one..




but



I know this would not happen.




I wish.. I could have a safety room to keep my soul safe..
the only soul i have..




but




I know this would not happen.




I wish.. I could have a real heart to keep me happy..
a real heart..



but



I know this would not happen.



the more I wish..
the more It goes away..



goodnight.

jealousy will always happen...

dont becoz of feels good then onli be with me...
do love me..if u realli do~
love with ur heart..
came from different family background is not the problem..
be confident..

will love u alwayz..

=)

seems like..
only junyie u know..

boys will never know..
never..
never will understand..
never..

i am seriously losing my tempered..
wat is going on..
this is really suffer..
i have done everything to control it..
failed..
even ice cream oso can failed..
wtf

can i just end this in one day..
let me rest at least one day..






pain pain go away..
sick sick go away..
tears tears go away..
burdens burdens go away..

i want my life back please..
dont play me like a doll..
if wan..y dont u just take my life

just..
may I rest in peace..

What..

I'm nothing..
Nothing at all..

Not in a mood

haiyor..

not in a mood to do assignments..

I nid WATERRR....

water is my life..xD

chiongg!!!

eeee...
chiong too much dy..
don't feel like going back to college~!

Transformers

ARghhh~

paint transformers..paint until high in the middle of the night..
hahaha~




too highhhhhhhh...














until emo









DAMN IT!

Assignments

2 down...
1 more to go~

The most annoying n frustrating assignment..


ARCYCLIC....!

Learning

Learn more..
Gain more..

Brainless

My brain is totally

BLANK!

BLANK!!!!!

blank blank blank!!!!!!

I feel like dying..

My dinner at Jogoya, Starhill

This is my dessert

(actually still got a lot..but I pick the one I like..hehe)

Dinner
Seafoods, Eggs...Soup..dunno wat soup is dat, sharkfin..coconut drinks..
crab with rice...sushi?..wateva la..

Foods

I don't care ady!..
I want to eat wateva foods I want!..
No more soya bean and porridge!!!!!..


No foods no life......
Got foods...also no got life......


>"<

Good morning

and

Good night

Hello

and

Bye bye

I am

Maybe...

I'm not important at all..
Who knows...
Old tradition..
I'm just a girl..
Can I just live da life i want?..
Pls don't just giv me all these burdens..









I wanted to give up everything..
Really cannot move on...
I'm tired...

am I

I might look like don't know anything..
but actually...

Life is Beautiful

Don't you agree about that?..
Life is always beautiful...

In suffering

忍耐

压力是每个人会有的。。
没有压力，人生就没有意义。。

如果
爱情，可以带给你幸福
也可以带给你痛苦。。
[ 如果是我的话，爱情给我力量]

珍惜眼前人。。







p/s: If there's any mistake, pls dont laugh..><"

Heart

Promises will never be broken..

Rest

I only did 3 pages..
Still got 10+ pages more to go in 2 weeks time..
Some more got others assignment need to rush as well..

Haiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
I really need to rest!
Super tired..

Interior

Can someone help me to design my room...?

Mew?..

Shoo~

蘑菇 gonna become a super big 蘑菇 nia...
I need my soul back..
not da lazy one..
but da hardworking one..

Sob >-<
Shoo shoo~ go away lazy worms..

Haiyor..I'm not doing my homework again...
apa macammmm...
很累 oo0o0o0o0o....
alasan oni..T-T


haih~

Harry Potter

I watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today with Liz.
Not bad..but..
Can't really understand the ending part...


herm...
Think i need to read that book..haha






P/S : da malay guy sit rite beside me really damn smelly..i cant imagine dat i could stand da smell for 2 hours and 45 minutes...FML

Ngia~

Final assignments started..
And consider tough..
No...is super tough..


Fml...
>.<

Sefecrefateta #3...

Socremeezthinmag isay realfallyst boartheearing me...
in my mind..







am I think too much?

Sefecrefateta #2...

Da Refaialst me is acspitualely novet thefe orane ami I Noewz...

Trust me..

Sefecrefateta...

Yofuupu knopuwu Ifei alfawasysa mifissasi youfu..

xD

Giving Up

Suppose to be going quite good on Saturday..
But, this morning, I feel dizzy..
I puke early in da morning..
What else that can provide for me to puke..
I cough like hell in da midnight..
I can't breath out of sudden..
I sneeze all the time..
I wonder what else that i can still handle on..

What the heck is going on actually..
Everythings comes to me in one day..

I have it enough..really..
Really..really and really...................................!

I really do miss my home a lot

sob-

Safety First

Somehow we do look weird..

Everyone is laughing at us..

But yet, it is for our own safety..

To avoid the H1N1

taken in the KTM

kia si ppl...

The Both Of Us

Enjoying our steamed
egg

Soh kia pose~

EEeeee.....What?

What do you think>?
Well...I enjoyed a lot..

LOL~

Emo Days

Weird days..
Weird feeling..
Weird odour...

Smells like a dead body...
Come out all of sudden...
Don't know where is that smell come from...
Investigation failed...

Sometimes...
Feel sick...
Feel dizzy...
Feel like being burn...

Bad dreams happened...
After the smell...

Totally weird all the time...
Seems like something is going to happen on me...
Can't predict what it is...
But....

I'm ready

Question Marks ?

every night time...

My hamster starts to make a lot of noise...
And I really gets annoyed by her...
And everytime have to place her into the bathroom...
Well then..
She stopped making noises..
Is she likes to be in the bathroom??...




morning...

Lie on the bed...
Starts my day dreams...
A while later...

It happens a lot of questions in my brain...
Somehow, I don't really know what's the problem...

Remain in question marks...









is this how the mushroom act?...

H1N1

This kind of sickness really causing us a lot of troubles..
a lot of people can't survive because of that..

And yet....

IT also spoiled my mood and get nerves..
until the day I'm going back to Sabah..

Doesn't matter..
but it also ruined my holiday to Hong Kong..
really sick of it..
I've been waiting for it since last 2 years..
And now, the result is cancelling the air ticket..


Well..what can I say?.......

WTF..!

Miserable

The sky turns dark out of sudden...
and
my mood as well..






I just don't feel like doing anything...
What a day...

Illustration

Pavaroti Painting

Coblat Blue

Deep Violet

Vermilion (Hue)

Titanium White

Cadmium Yellow

Ivory Black

Prussian Blue (Hue)

Pyrrole Red

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Bright Green

Illustration

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Marlboro Ad. Painting

Prussian Blue (Hue)

Ivory Black

Pyrrole Red

Vermilion (Hue)

Perinone Orange

Cadmium Yellow

Titanium White

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