Chatting

i have a nice chat today..

not bad that we actually realize that the fault of having a younger age boyfriend.

why i said so?..

well, my own view..

i realize that i couldn't argue with him...

but have to listen to him.. although u know that is totally CRAP..

hurm.. how to say.. for example.. u wouldn't like to argue with your little brother right?..

it is just like this.. how pathetic..

YES.. it is

that is a lot actually.. now i realize that something very annoying happen in my gang recently..

well.. immature...

such like....

teasing.. yes!

very very very annoying... till the max!

have u ever seen a grown up adult that actually over react like a child?..

talk like a child move like a child..

please la..

may i ask..

how old r u?

funny right?..

have u ever think about that your so called teasing is not funny at all..

well.. selfish i guess..

bla bla bla...

i crap and i crap..

anyway... i'm just too bored..

good to have a blog for me to crap.. v^.^v

The Choice

The choice i made is right...

no turning back..

if not..

the more you regret.. =)

The Rhythm

The rhythm is mixing around..

The Piano

The piano plays..

The soft rhythm slowly appears in my mind..

The second world of me enters..

appears in front of the piano..

touches it..

listen..

The music that slowly touches my heart..

Slowly makes me weak..

Slowly..

the tears of sorrow..

appears again..

slowly..

and slowly..

the realistic of me..

disappears.

Why?

Today..

when i wake up..

I realize that i had a weird dream..

another sleepless night.

quite a while i didn't update my blog..

well.. didn't know why today have the mood..

the first sentence that popped out in my mind..

I don't want to dream anymore..

can I sleep in peace?..

I'm having almost the same dream repeat and repeating again..

i wish there's a "stop" mode for me to press..

past tense..

but still continuous tense..

the engagement ring~

I will never regret when the ring was put on to my finger~

i am no longer here...

the second chance

If you think that every one deserve the second chance..

then.. does it means apologize is accepted and forgiven?..

Well, appreciate it, if the second chance is given..

AIN'T NO MORE

still never change..

and yet..

seems like won't change..

friends...

the question that you asked me..

and the answer that i couldn't give..

it is just because

i'm too scared to be back the scenes that i wouldn't want..

friends...

the question you asked me..

the answer is yes... definitely yes...

if the whole situation change...

friends...

the question you asked me...

is confusing..

although i got the answer in my heart..

but i'm afraid to do it..

just say i'm a turtle..

but then.. is just.. hope hurts will never return again..

but yet..hoping happiness will come back to me..

Confusing

now only i know the feeling..

totally out of my mind...

super duper luper fuper... TIRED

fark my life..damn...

what a frigging emo day...

extremely emo...

emo kia...again...always..every day every second every minute every hour...

when does this 'emo' can get rid from my life...

pissing me off..

FARK!

i miss you ...

box myself

angie..

stop thinking nonsense lorh..

*box myself*

see u~

wuhhoo~~
almost 18th dy~
gonna see u soon~!~!~!

what i've learnt is to be more patient..
sometimes you see things..
u know theres something wrong..
and you'll start thinking of ask or not?..
if u ask.. maybe things will get worst..
but at least you know the truth..
if you don ask.. you will get crazy by every day play teka teki..
choose to give up.. is the best...
you rather treat is as a dream ..a wonderful dreamt..


you see.. what i said.. it is real.. realli happened.. how pathetic..
if you dont know how to love.. then dont simply choose a girl and get the relationship start..

idiot..

i miss the moment we are together..
although is not romantic..
i miss the moment you are by my side..
although we are not alone..
i miss the moment you asked me for chance..
although we are in crowd..
i miss the moment when i leave..
although you are not there for me..

i thought of single is the best..
yet..
i cant break through my heart..
the sorrow days..
you brighten me up..
the miserable days..
you are there for me..

you made me looked back..
actually there are more things i left out..
my dear
thank you..


yet
although our distance is far..
but we still meet each other every single day..
although i can't touch you..
but still..
i can see your face..

woohoo~~~ having so much fun during my birthday~

Thanks guys and gals~~!!

yo'll gave me a big blast~

I enjoyed a lot~

=D

12 am : unexpected surprised given by my step sister and her bf~ =D love u~~!!!

and also unexpected surprised given by my dear~ although u r not here with me..but i appreciate that a lot~! =D love u too~! and also.. my beloved fwens~! all gathered and count down with me~ my god..so touching ><>